TriceyChea

As the night comes I glance at the sky and see no stars. I wait at twilight zone but miss the stunning sunrise come. The storm has passed but no view of a colorful rainbow. Inches of snow has  fallen but there are no elegant angles. How am i suppose to go through with this. How am I suppose to exist in this lifetime without these images. I wanna go where the flowers grow among the fields. Where The sun blazes on my walnut skin. Where the ocean is singing with the tunes in my head and the hairs on my neck rejoice as they stand While i look at the mountains and think here I am. As i spread out my arms and take it all in. While my dreadlocks dance because of the wind. I wanna see eyes that shimmer with glee. I wanna feel cheeks that hurt from smiling so much, & traveling feet because i'm grooving to the beat of the universe. I wanna exchange frequencies and vibrations I wanna Gain knowledge and understanding   I wanna conquer peace love...

You look happy, without me. I don't like this feeling. I know its crazy , call me selfish. But it is what it is.  It use to be me ,you were holding, now it someone different. I know i'm distant. But how could you do this, you've torn up my feelings . Congratulations are in order, but i'm not in the spirits.  I know its natural, people move on but i'm not ready yet.  your pose to be mines forever and always can we rewind time Start from the beginning, when it all made sense, and I was the reason for your smile.  Now your moving on and i'm heartbroken all over again. Why'd you have do me wrong, I thought I was your lover and your friend but, you couldn't love me right so I had to leave you behind. And It's killing me inside cause I just want you near. Life is so unfair.  Can we come back to the middle I will always love you. 

No rescue team will come to save you. They only love you after you make it. Until then your useless. Call it a sacrifice. Solo appointment with life. Time rapidly drifting by. What do you do, when odds are against  you? I rise. I rise. Dreams do come true. I'm ready for you. Its not about them I owe it to me. I fight. I fight. Keep going.  One step at a time. I'm growing, I'm changing. Aligning myself with my destiny. Its time now,  I rise. I rise. I come out of that shell that once hid me. I've finally reached my breaking point. Loaded pistol aiming for the stars. Ready to explore my gifts from thee. Releasing chains from anxiety. I know I can make it. I fight. I fight. It's not over till I say it's over. It's just the beginning my story's not complete I'm just startin g to finally find me.

Sometimes we wonder... Why me? Wanting a signal, a sign, some security. Different circumstances. We often look at the next person in awe, attempting to figure out how they got it so good Little do we know, they've been through the rain and the fire. they have had more setbacks and failed attempts then we realize. All we know is we like how it appears now. Failing to recognize it took hard work. Consistency, determination, motivation, and support. Also, it took BELIEVING in themselves, their dream. Okay, maybe they were privileged, had a silver spoon, or just new the right people. That's fine,  It just might not be the plan for you. That doesn't mean it can't happen for you. We encounter the problem once we start to compare ourselves to them. You can't make comparisons with someone who was dealt a different hand than you. Like comparing yourself to a pro athlete when you just started training 2 months ago. Be Fair, Be Realistic. Things take time, just...

Magnificent omnipresent superficial.  Delicate topic. Taught by the best. Knowledge informative data. Not counterfeit. Reason that we are alive, we were born again. Royal pearls precious in his sight. Beyond Intel. Purified raised from the dead. Brown skinned the great I am. Hair like wool, thick,  Rastafarian. Behold. Bow down, he has authority. Ask and it shall be received. Humbleness. Nobody has compared. Elusively designed.  Every fight won, of course there is persecution. There will always be when specifically your chosen.  Fear not. Sin not. You won't loose the battle. There is victory in the end. Tunnel vision for the mission. Gotta get lost if you don't support the cause.  There is only one way. That is refuge when the storms having a blast. The government hasn't the ability. Spirits in the sunken place. Manipulated.  Hypnotized to the lies. Revelation . Never changing for its been written. Third eye arise don't be ignora...

Battered, broken, bare. I was criticized, misused, exposed.  Love was just another phrase in an world full of I love you's. A vocabulary word that didn't hold up to it's definition in my book.  He promised he was different. I should've knew. Warnings with red flags that I neglected every time.  Punches and slaps became a routine of mine. Drained but I stayed because I knew no better. Praying for a miracle, to bring us back to the middle. To the times years ago, before I was introduced to his true colors. Before I met his pal Fist, best friend Bitch, and the two homies he walked with. They were always around. I could never get rid of them.  You know the ones who mysteriously appear out of no where. Like they've come to an understanding that this was how they would spend their day. Just waiting for an opportunity to come out and interfere with your plans regardless of what you say. He choose them over me it never failed.  Then he upgraded to the ne...

Rain drops on the pillow top. Black smears paint the palms of my hands. River flows from the nostrils of my nose. Two pieces shattered, don't know how to put them back together, the puzzle is looking way too unfamiliar. Hole dug deep, six feet, can you resuscitate the dead ? If I had just one wish, could you grant me this, remove away all the pain ? Need another sensation to cope with the emotions of the kidnapping that's taken place. Why me, what did I do to deserve such a treatment? Roll up some weed, taking my mind away, my remedy, here is not where I wanna stay. To another universe without this curse seems i'd fit in just fine. No cuts, no bruises, no scars, no more empty. But would I be happy there? Take me higher I haven't made it to my destination yet. Still feeling the attachment of the soul that was once combined to me, I have to keep traveling. Hennessy chill with some Coke on the side, maybe ill get there faster now. I think its he...