TriceyChea

Only time can tell when the walls will come tumbling down. And you remember that you’ve been forgetting to put on your crown. When you stop allowing other people’s perspective to hydrate your narrative. When you take a moment to tap into your awakening. And you purify your soul of all its contaminants. When you spread your arms because you are released. Free from the weights life has placed at your feet. When you realize you are a God of authority. A seeker of truth and of harmony. When you take the leap to change and go after your dreams. And you accept that you are unique with a purpose to complete. When your consciously aware that where you’ve been is not where your going. And you finally comprehend it’s the cycle of your journey. When you reflect on life and reunite with courage. When you look in the mirror and admire who your becoming. When you recognize that it’s not fair to seal up your emotions. And that holding them captive does not make you any stronger. When

Yea, I’m fucked up but I’ve been through a lot of shit. Felt so betrayed I aint know how to deal with it. Been hurt so bad, like my heart had collapsed. Beating outside my chest some shit you’ll never forget. My head was so gone. I thought I was losing it. Have to get it together; I can’t go out like that. You saw a smile on my face, but I was crying deep within. I’m nobody though, to hell with my feelings. Been through the worst of pain but I still come out swinging. Therefore  tucked away, secure and hidden lie my inner spirit. I show you what you want but you will never fully see. I made a promise to myself no one will ever get the best of me. You see that person that I was is no longer me. I’ve learned to forgive and forget. I just want to have peace. Holding onto bitterness will only destroy you. Evaluate your life and see what’s really important. I know you’ve heard the quote. God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. With arm

Thick lump in my throat I try to speak but SILENCE. No words come out Body trembles because my nerves are uncontrollable and I can’t figure out how we got to this point.  Eyes get foggy and it starts getting hard to see  Trying to hold them back telling myself to be strong  finally they proceed to stream. Running down my face like a beautiful waterfall but it’s not beauty at all this love is hurting me. Starring you right in the face but you still fail to see You can’t recognize pain being inflicted  Causing me resentment.  Got me reminiscing  Telling myself I should’ve never let you in  I should’ve never let my guard down. I should’ve never believed you when you said you were different that I could trust you and you would never hurt me.  Got me wishing I was deaf to the lies you told me like the words I love you.  Got me wishing I had early onset Alzheimer’s so I can forget you all together Wishing I was numb to emotion because you’ve g

That sensation that you can’t control. The tribulations of life, you hesitate to hold on. Throat is collapsing, trigger explosion. The vein now ruptured, red blood flows. Dark passion. Hours turn into minutes. Minutes into seconds. Time stands frozen, mute to the ticking. Alone forgotten, forgotten alone. Redundant conversations, already out my zone. I’m too far gone. Dark passion, dark passion, dark passion in my bones. Dark passion, dark passion, dark passion sets the tone. Gravity is against me, I can’t clutch my breath for long. Dangling from the ceiling, carbon monoxide with the garage door closed. Vehicle embracing a tree, sprinting during rush hour into the middle of the street. A shadow in the distance. Dark passion has a hex on me. Quickly a flashback occurs and I start to visualize something. Beyond in the fog a glimpse of light is radiating. Angelic voices arise harmonizing a familiar phrase I use to say.  I join in, In unison recalling

Subjective to te words perception of what a woman should be. Stuck in a generation where everyone just wants to been seen. Where is the loyalty? Where is the self respect? Where is the dignity? Where are the leaders? Where are our role models? Our kings and queens. Put one in the air face a blunt and just think. This is not what our ancestors fought for us to be. Black pride, black power, yea that’s what we scream. But yet we kill each other .what happened to unity? Since everybody wanna be  rapper talk about some real shit. Pussy, weed, and violence is all that were hearing. But that’s what we promote fuck any positive influences. We just killings ourselves and aint nobody else gotta do it. Talking about change but still doing the same actions. Oppositions laughing because we give them satisfaction. I don’t know about ya’ll but I’m getting tired of going to funerals. Greeted with gray nights and dark skies by pain being inflicted from our own.

Hello exquisite sunshine.  O, how you look nice.  Teasing me as you penetrate my flesh with your nutritional warmth. You’ve got my melanin skin glistening and my chakras igniting as my frequencies rise. I hold my head high as I glance at the Ocean blue sky. I feel so enlightened as I give gratitude to  God, Source, the universe. I embrace the Goddess within me.  Double portion of anointing.  Manifesting my destiny.  Tickling of vibrations overcome my body with tranquility and a sense of well being. I tap my healing bowl and it begins singing different melodies. I rub cedar wood oil on my wrists unraveling my roots to grounding and stability. Deeply I inhale and exhale while the sensation consumes me. I know I am safe. Balanced in unity. Created to be creative. The gift of lyricist. Citrus aroma fulfills the atmosphere releasing fear and removing stress. Solar plexus chakra I am strong, empowered, confident.  No more Depression, I got my weapon pierc