TriceyChea

Battered, broken, bare. I was criticized, misused, exposed.  Love was just another phrase in an world full of I love you's. A vocabulary word that didn't hold up to it's definition in my book.  He promised he was different. I should've knew. Warnings with red flags that I neglected every time.  Punches and slaps became a routine of mine. Drained but I stayed because I knew no better. Praying for a miracle, to bring us back to the middle. To the times years ago, before I was introduced to his true colors. Before I met his pal Fist, best friend Bitch, and the two homies he walked with. They were always around. I could never get rid of them.  You know the ones who mysteriously appear out of no where. Like they've come to an understanding that this was how they would spend their day. Just waiting for an opportunity to come out and interfere with your plans regardless of what you say. He choose them over me it never failed.  Then he upgraded to the next l

Rain drops on the pillow top. Black smears paint the palms of my hands. River flows from the nostrils of my nose. Two pieces shattered, don't know how to put them back together, the puzzle is looking way too unfamiliar. Hole dug deep, six feet, can you resuscitate the dead ? If I had just one wish, could you grant me this, remove away all the pain ? Need another sensation to cope with the emotions of the kidnapping that's taken place. Why me, what did I do to deserve such a treatment? Roll up some weed, taking my mind away, my remedy, here is not where I wanna stay. To another universe without this curse seems i'd fit in just fine. No cuts, no bruises, no scars, no more empty. But would I be happy there? Take me higher I haven't made it to my destination yet. Still feeling the attachment of the soul that was once combined to me, I have to keep traveling. Hennessy chill with some Coke on the side, maybe ill get there faster now. I think its he

Perfectly designed in his image. Why must we try so hard to fit in. Beauty is not defined by whats on the outside but what you posses deep within. Masks are created to blind others from your truest depths. Only giving up pieces, not revealing your total self. You are who you are, I am who I am.  Original kind of creation the only one there is. Do you prefer to die before you take the chance to live?  Why not give the world the real you to remember in the end. Holding the best you hostage because you wont let anybody see who you are.  Only binding yourself to encounter a miserable altercation with the reflection in the mirror. Stop looking at the scars, or flaws you feel need to be covered up.  They are apart of your story learn to live with them, you are more than enough. It doesn't matter what other people have to say about how you live your life. Your only regret will be the fact you cared more about their opinions and you let it slip away. Materials things come an

Ms. Independent,  I don't need no help. I got this, I don't need your charity. What's your motive? You wanna throw it in my face? Naw, i'm good. I got enough on my plate. Been doing it on my on for this long, i'm use to it now. You wanna change up scenario now that you've come around. Saying you got me and let you get the door. Allowing me to walk in first then you pull out my chair. Aw, so I guess you Mr. Romantic but whats the catch? Hope your not expecting to get none after we leave from this. Bringing in the groceries, hands full of bags. Now you offering two helping hands to lend. I'm bad though, I can do it all by myself. So you say I know, but you don't have to, forcing me to let go of them. Strange odor in the atmosphere, time to take out the trash. I go to remove it but you've beat me to it, saying let you do it.  Ok, I guess.  Cooked a nice meal now to the clean up task. You take the dish rag, saying ill wash them how bout

I cant seem to distinguish the voices screaming in my head. Drowning me with bold affirmatives like... You ain't nothing.  What makes you think you gone be successful? You ain't nobody special.  Talking all proper and stuff, what you think you caucasian or some? Ain't nobody else did it, you won't either. Don't nobody need you. You pathetic ,You  ugly,  You insignificant! Can't nobody love you.  The world is better off without you. You ain't gone never amount to anything. Nobody will notice if you disappear. Your a failure. You won't accomplish nothing you set out to do. Don't nobody care about you. Your worthless, trash, despicable! I try to quiet the noise but the volume decided to turn up. Evil against evil, i'm battling against demons. Who do you think you are? Invading my thought process like that. How dare you!  Who gave you the authority to hypnotize my mind? I start to debate with these voices rebuking them away. I

Its just me and my baby. He's driving me crazy. Intoxicating. Body heat, next to me. Annoying. But that's my baby! Crazy. But that's my baby ! Love him. My Friend. My foe. You know, how that goes. Sometimes its aright. Other times, its insane. Migraine. Need a pill, maybe two, Take a chill. But uh, Its me and my baby. Wouldn't trade it. Its just, me and my baby. Juuuu uh uh uh usst  me and my baby.

They say if you can believe you can achieve. Anything your mind is able to master up and conceive you have the ability to make your reality. Mark 9:23  Everything is possible for him to believes. You only need Faith as small as a mustard seed.  Luke 17:6 If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, be uprooted and planted in the sea, and it will obey you. Matthew 17:20-21 I tell you the truth if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, move from here to there and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you. What is faith ? Glad you asked. Hebrews 11:1 & 3 Faith s being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. By faith we understand that the universe was formed at Gods command, so that what is seen is not made out of what is visible. People sometimes confuse faith with hope.  Faith is believing that right now, at the present moment what you seek for will be answered by God. Hope

Death, time, and love Common inevitable parts of life. Death unfortunate but certain. Though painful ought to be celebrated. Time shouldn't be taken for granted. Only one chance to take advantage of it. Love escorted with unpredictable but deserving. Roller coaster of emotions though our hearts yearning. Death heartaches appetite. Voided feeling inside.  Healing compelled to be required. Time so precious. Curing all wounds. Warrior of patience. Love always protects. Always trusts. Never Fails. Through devastating situations surrender to the brighter side.Not to  the damage.

Early mornings waking up to his handsomeness Acknowledged with a kiss to the forehead so passionate as my head rests on his chest. His hearts beats like a steady drummer boy. I tap my fingers to the rhythm .  Tender and sweet I love yous. whispered in my ear that i'm saluted with. Firm, soft hands run down my back as we talk of the days assignments. Hear distant chirping orchestra playing nearby as daylight gets a head start and sneaks in.  Senses aroused as the breakfast creeps through the cracks of the oven. Atmosphere so comfortable. Departure drawing near as our routine begins. Foggy mist as the steam from the showers warms the surrounding areas.  His voice carries as he washes away bacteria vibing to Pandora. Something about that man in his work gear makes me pull him near, looking so scrumcious. Don't wanna say goodbye, but knowing money is time so on his lips I plant a remembrance . That million dollar smile makes it worth while and I tell him see you later.

Beat so contagious my flow is unoriginal. Beat boxer background is how I like my instrumentals. No containing the beast once it's been released  beyond unsustainable. Removed the mask tapped into my spiritual. Awakening the unseen into the world to show the future youth. Giving respect to hip hop legends that came before years ago. Just because its rap it still needs a message though. People spitting words but nothing is lyrical. Seem like their speaking in tongues needing a interpreter. Cant get with it a migraine start appearing.  Give props to talent but why they wanna waste it. Talking bout topics that wont make a difference. Generation tuned into music about a whole bunch of nonsense. Want the title of a rapper but yet fail to comprehend the art. Need more role models like Martin Luther King Jr, Malcolm X , and Rosa Parks. Suggestion to start to switching up the topics.  Pose to be an influence discuss how today's society is toxic.  Black on