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11:54 PM

Summer days penetrated by rolling rain, but the sun still shines outside. & the birds sing their melodies as I hear cars passing by. Another day God has blessed me with. An opportunity to do his business. Such wonders of the creator like a magician but only greater. Powerful so amazing unlike anything humanity able. As the day goes on I think of how effortless it was for thee. For he is the alpha and omega the end and the beginning. Blackness takes over as I see rainbow fireflies emerging the sky. Followed with a boom and a unique set of  designs. I watch in amusement as I start to get inspiration. Consumed in the beauty I began to dream with my eyes open. Drops of water fall on my brown skin. Cool like ice consistent like the wind. A sense of peace overfills my temple. Temperature decides to drop my temple starts to shiver. More water flows increasing in speed. Decide to go in before it comes after me. Greeted with a smiling face, the best part of the entire day has

Your Moment

Just face it. Everybody is not going to be supportive.  Everybody is not going to want to help you succeed. People are going to bring criticisms before compliments.  As well as discouragement before encouragement.  They will be quick to tell you what you cant do, or how your not doing it correctly. Instead of telling you how to do it the right way or providing the steps you need to do it successfully.  So what!  Don't base your life off of the things other people have to say.  Especially those who are not doing anything to complete their own goals, dreams, or desires. You Only Live ONCE !  Surround yourself with people who are going to uplift, motivate, and inspire you!  Introducing you to The Butterfly Effect. Allowing you to grow into someone, something, bigger and better. Beautiful and confident. Ready to go out into the world and explore the adventure it comes with. Be an mentee of those who are or have already been where your trying to go.  Someone who has climbe

Amen

Sometimes it gets hard trying to make it through the day. Fake smile plastered on you face like everything’s ok. But you hurting, they don’t it, they don’t see the pain. You keep going because you know you got to make a way. Genie in the bottle if I had one wish I’d be, my kids never have to go through the same things as me. I just want to make my mama proud and see her smile. Fulfilled with joy I promise I won’t let her down. Reoccurring breaking points it’s getting hard to breathe. Suffocating because, my body’s shutting down on me. Can’t trust nobody, ain’t nobody whom they seem to be. Will call you friend and low-key inside their envying. Typical dudes got me feeling nauseated. I don’t give them play because these guys for everybody. Weak minded individuals manipulated. I’m seeing things that got me thinking I’m Hallucinating. Since when did being a gentleman go out of style. These guys want relations but don’t want to settle down. They keep going, knowing STD rates on a rise

LoveLight

Compelled with darkness and pain. She was empty, alone, and afraid. That person she once loved transformed into the stranger she never knew. Hopeful she waited to see that face she once held so dear, but it never came. Instead at times there was a haze of a faded distant resemblance calling out her name. Even though the voice sounded the same, the feeling was the opposition of a frequent enemy. How is it possible to do much good, and reap more bad. To give your all only to be betrayed in the end.  To sacrifice everything. Only to be gifted with a hole in your heart. A soul separated from your body, a lost part. She started to blame herself as her mind played tricks on her. She couldn't see her worth or what she deserved.  She replaced quality with quantity. She replaced love with lust. She replaced standards with settling. Numb to emotions the love ship was sunken.  So far gone beyond understanding. Just wanting to be loved, an hopeless romantic.  Then came the