TriceyChea

It was me. Me you decided to betray. It was me. Me you decided to betray. It was me. I don’t get it. But it’s not for me to try and figure out. At the end of the day, We both know that it was your lost. When you make a good women cry, That’s something God don’t play about.  But they that sow in tears shall reap in joy. You planted on bad soil.  And karma brings forth toil. Now you gotta deal with the repercussions. Now you gotta bask in your sorrows. It was me. Me you decided to betray. It was me. Me you decided to betray. It was me. The one who stuck by your side. Feed your soul with food that brought you life.  Gave you wisdom through my nourishing instincts. Prayed for you when all I wanted to do Was hate your stinking guts. You little rascal. You hurt me. Hurt me bad to the bone. I loved you. Wanted to call you my own. My love was pure. My love was true. You took me for granted. Broke my heart. I can’t stand it. Shame on you. I just wanted to be good to you. And you k...

  At times its hard to trust. At times it seems as if we've hit streak of bad luck. & the road looks so narrow, its seems like you might slip off the cliff with just one wrong turn. We fake it until we make it, pretending like we know what were doing. But our lucid dreaming has us drifting, so were asking for discernment.  Due to illusions interfering causing too much confusion. & now its time to go back home. Home to your birthright. Where your ancestors remain, and your soul knows its name. & your standing in your power, gaining knowledge, getting wiser.  Understanding your value, and speaking your truth. Welcoming Spirit to come and speak through you.  Choices, & more choices. Will you forfeit for the vision & make sacrifices for the mission? God is your witness. Whom you shall fear judgement. Come into union with balance. All four elements combined. & don't be afraid to let your little light shine. This little light of mines shines bright!...

 Its kinda funny. I'm sitting here thinking about W.T.Heck is Covid. Covid got me in the house, I could be stressing out. & I done had some doubt, But I'm anointed. Period. I'm striving to the top and yes, I gotta keep my focus. What could come through as a curse sometimes is actually a blessing.  But are you invested? Because you gone get tested.  But its a lesson for ascension. Now how bad do you want it? What's your perception? Do you believe in yourself. Are you speaking positive affirmations? It all starts in the mind. Life is what you make it. Back in the day life was so hectic. Too many distractions. Sometimes we panic. Now we are free!  Intellect expansion.  You gotta go within. Life purpose soul mission. Spreading your wings. We welcome transformation. & were gonna go where were guided. New age awakening. Everything gone be okay. Some things can't stay the same. But we will see better days. All you have to do is keep the Faith. 

 444, 555, 888 Heart chakra, red aura. I see you shining, I see you out living your blessed life. Making positive moves, out in the limelight. Ain't no secrete I'm proud of you!  Ain't no competition in the back of my mind its only you! Looking in your eyes reveal's the truth.  You already know... Words don't have to explain. Telepathy, dreams, and visions pointed me towards your way.  Destiny or fate... whatever you want to call it.  Spirit said it is HIM. He Is Mines. We are one. Past life experiences and more to come. 1111 Passing this up would simply  be a crime and I'm to pretty to be doing any time. Id rather enjoy being by your side.  I'm your Bonnie and your my Clyde.  I Do!

Only time can tell when the walls will come tumbling down. And you remember that you’ve been forgetting to put on your crown. When you stop allowing other people’s perspective to hydrate your narrative. When you take a moment to tap into your awakening. And you purify your soul of all its contaminants. When you spread your arms because you are released. Free from the weights life has placed at your feet. When you realize you are a God of authority. A seeker of truth and of harmony. When you take the leap to change and go after your dreams. And you accept that you are unique with a purpose to complete. When your consciously aware that where you’ve been is not where your going. And you finally comprehend it’s the cycle of your journey. When you reflect on life and reunite with courage. When you look in the mirror and admire who your becoming. When you recognize that it’s not fair to seal up your emotions. And that holding them captive does not make you any stronger. When...

Yea, I’m fucked up but I’ve been through a lot of shit. Felt so betrayed I aint know how to deal with it. Been hurt so bad, like my heart had collapsed. Beating outside my chest some shit you’ll never forget. My head was so gone. I thought I was losing it. Have to get it together; I can’t go out like that. You saw a smile on my face, but I was crying deep within. I’m nobody though, to hell with my feelings. Been through the worst of pain but I still come out swinging. Therefore  tucked away, secure and hidden lie my inner spirit. I show you what you want but you will never fully see. I made a promise to myself no one will ever get the best of me. You see that person that I was is no longer me. I’ve learned to forgive and forget. I just want to have peace. Holding onto bitterness will only destroy you. Evaluate your life and see what’s really important. I know you’ve heard the quote. God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. With...

Thick lump in my throat I try to speak but SILENCE. No words come out Body trembles because my nerves are uncontrollable and I can’t figure out how we got to this point.  Eyes get foggy and it starts getting hard to see  Trying to hold them back telling myself to be strong  finally they proceed to stream. Running down my face like a beautiful waterfall but it’s not beauty at all this love is hurting me. Starring you right in the face but you still fail to see You can’t recognize pain being inflicted  Causing me resentment.  Got me reminiscing  Telling myself I should’ve never let you in  I should’ve never let my guard down. I should’ve never believed you when you said you were different that I could trust you and you would never hurt me.  Got me wishing I was deaf to the lies you told me like the words I love you.  Got me wishing I had early onset Alzheimer’s so I can forget you all together Wi...

That sensation that you can’t control. The tribulations of life, you hesitate to hold on. Throat is collapsing, trigger explosion. The vein now ruptured, red blood flows. Dark passion. Hours turn into minutes. Minutes into seconds. Time stands frozen, mute to the ticking. Alone forgotten, forgotten alone. Redundant conversations, already out my zone. I’m too far gone. Dark passion, dark passion, dark passion in my bones. Dark passion, dark passion, dark passion sets the tone. Gravity is against me, I can’t clutch my breath for long. Dangling from the ceiling, carbon monoxide with the garage door closed. Vehicle embracing a tree, sprinting during rush hour into the middle of the street. A shadow in the distance. Dark passion has a hex on me. Quickly a flashback occurs and I start to visualize something. Beyond in the fog a glimpse of light is radiating. Angelic voices arise harmonizing a familiar phrase I use to say.  I join in, In unison recal...

Subjective to te words perception of what a woman should be. Stuck in a generation where everyone just wants to been seen. Where is the loyalty? Where is the self respect? Where is the dignity? Where are the leaders? Where are our role models? Our kings and queens. Put one in the air face a blunt and just think. This is not what our ancestors fought for us to be. Black pride, black power, yea that’s what we scream. But yet we kill each other .what happened to unity? Since everybody wanna be  rapper talk about some real shit. Pussy, weed, and violence is all that were hearing. But that’s what we promote fuck any positive influences. We just killings ourselves and aint nobody else gotta do it. Talking about change but still doing the same actions. Oppositions laughing because we give them satisfaction. I don’t know about ya’ll but I’m getting tired of going to funerals. Greeted with gray nights and dark skies by pain being inflicted from our own...

Hello exquisite sunshine.  O, how you look nice.  Teasing me as you penetrate my flesh with your nutritional warmth. You’ve got my melanin skin glistening and my chakras igniting as my frequencies rise. I hold my head high as I glance at the Ocean blue sky. I feel so enlightened as I give gratitude to  God, Source, the universe. I embrace the Goddess within me.  Double portion of anointing.  Manifesting my destiny.  Tickling of vibrations overcome my body with tranquility and a sense of well being. I tap my healing bowl and it begins singing different melodies. I rub cedar wood oil on my wrists unraveling my roots to grounding and stability. Deeply I inhale and exhale while the sensation consumes me. I know I am safe. Balanced in unity. Created to be creative. The gift of lyricist. Citrus aroma fulfills the atmosphere releasing fear and removing stress. Solar plexus chakra I am strong, empowered, confident.  No more...

As the night comes I glance at the sky and see no stars. I wait at twilight zone but miss the stunning sunrise come. The storm has passed but no view of a colorful rainbow. Inches of snow has  fallen but there are no elegant angles. How am i suppose to go through with this. How am I suppose to exist in this lifetime without these images. I wanna go where the flowers grow among the fields. Where The sun blazes on my walnut skin. Where the ocean is singing with the tunes in my head and the hairs on my neck rejoice as they stand While i look at the mountains and think here I am. As i spread out my arms and take it all in. While my dreadlocks dance because of the wind. I wanna see eyes that shimmer with glee. I wanna feel cheeks that hurt from smiling so much, & traveling feet because i'm grooving to the beat of the universe. I wanna exchange frequencies and vibrations I wanna Gain knowledge and understanding   I wanna conquer peace love...

You look happy, without me. I don't like this feeling. I know its crazy , call me selfish. But it is what it is.  It use to be me ,you were holding, now it someone different. I know i'm distant. But how could you do this, you've torn up my feelings . Congratulations are in order, but i'm not in the spirits.  I know its natural, people move on but i'm not ready yet.  your pose to be mines forever and always can we rewind time Start from the beginning, when it all made sense, and I was the reason for your smile.  Now your moving on and i'm heartbroken all over again. Why'd you have do me wrong, I thought I was your lover and your friend but, you couldn't love me right so I had to leave you behind. And It's killing me inside cause I just want you near. Life is so unfair.  Can we come back to the middle I will always love you. 

No rescue team will come to save you. They only love you after you make it. Until then your useless. Call it a sacrifice. Solo appointment with life. Time rapidly drifting by. What do you do, when odds are against  you? I rise. I rise. Dreams do come true. I'm ready for you. Its not about them I owe it to me. I fight. I fight. Keep going.  One step at a time. I'm growing, I'm changing. Aligning myself with my destiny. Its time now,  I rise. I rise. I come out of that shell that once hid me. I've finally reached my breaking point. Loaded pistol aiming for the stars. Ready to explore my gifts from thee. Releasing chains from anxiety. I know I can make it. I fight. I fight. It's not over till I say it's over. It's just the beginning my story's not complete I'm just startin g to finally find me.

Sometimes we wonder... Why me? Wanting a signal, a sign, some security. Different circumstances. We often look at the next person in awe, attempting to figure out how they got it so good Little do we know, they've been through the rain and the fire. they have had more setbacks and failed attempts then we realize. All we know is we like how it appears now. Failing to recognize it took hard work. Consistency, determination, motivation, and support. Also, it took BELIEVING in themselves, their dream. Okay, maybe they were privileged, had a silver spoon, or just new the right people. That's fine,  It just might not be the plan for you. That doesn't mean it can't happen for you. We encounter the problem once we start to compare ourselves to them. You can't make comparisons with someone who was dealt a different hand than you. Like comparing yourself to a pro athlete when you just started training 2 months ago. Be Fair, Be Realistic. Things take time, just...

Magnificent omnipresent superficial.  Delicate topic. Taught by the best. Knowledge informative data. Not counterfeit. Reason that we are alive, we were born again. Royal pearls precious in his sight. Beyond Intel. Purified raised from the dead. Brown skinned the great I am. Hair like wool, thick,  Rastafarian. Behold. Bow down, he has authority. Ask and it shall be received. Humbleness. Nobody has compared. Elusively designed.  Every fight won, of course there is persecution. There will always be when specifically your chosen.  Fear not. Sin not. You won't loose the battle. There is victory in the end. Tunnel vision for the mission. Gotta get lost if you don't support the cause.  There is only one way. That is refuge when the storms having a blast. The government hasn't the ability. Spirits in the sunken place. Manipulated.  Hypnotized to the lies. Revelation . Never changing for its been written. Third eye arise don't be ignora...

Battered, broken, bare. I was criticized, misused, exposed.  Love was just another phrase in an world full of I love you's. A vocabulary word that didn't hold up to it's definition in my book.  He promised he was different. I should've knew. Warnings with red flags that I neglected every time.  Punches and slaps became a routine of mine. Drained but I stayed because I knew no better. Praying for a miracle, to bring us back to the middle. To the times years ago, before I was introduced to his true colors. Before I met his pal Fist, best friend Bitch, and the two homies he walked with. They were always around. I could never get rid of them.  You know the ones who mysteriously appear out of no where. Like they've come to an understanding that this was how they would spend their day. Just waiting for an opportunity to come out and interfere with your plans regardless of what you say. He choose them over me it never failed.  Then he upgraded to the ne...

Rain drops on the pillow top. Black smears paint the palms of my hands. River flows from the nostrils of my nose. Two pieces shattered, don't know how to put them back together, the puzzle is looking way too unfamiliar. Hole dug deep, six feet, can you resuscitate the dead ? If I had just one wish, could you grant me this, remove away all the pain ? Need another sensation to cope with the emotions of the kidnapping that's taken place. Why me, what did I do to deserve such a treatment? Roll up some weed, taking my mind away, my remedy, here is not where I wanna stay. To another universe without this curse seems i'd fit in just fine. No cuts, no bruises, no scars, no more empty. But would I be happy there? Take me higher I haven't made it to my destination yet. Still feeling the attachment of the soul that was once combined to me, I have to keep traveling. Hennessy chill with some Coke on the side, maybe ill get there faster now. I think its he...

Perfectly designed in his image. Why must we try so hard to fit in. Beauty is not defined by whats on the outside but what you posses deep within. Masks are created to blind others from your truest depths. Only giving up pieces, not revealing your total self. You are who you are, I am who I am.  Original kind of creation the only one there is. Do you prefer to die before you take the chance to live?  Why not give the world the real you to remember in the end. Holding the best you hostage because you wont let anybody see who you are.  Only binding yourself to encounter a miserable altercation with the reflection in the mirror. Stop looking at the scars, or flaws you feel need to be covered up.  They are apart of your story learn to live with them, you are more than enough. It doesn't matter what other people have to say about how you live your life. Your only regret will be the fact you cared more about their opinions and you let it slip away. Materials...

Ms. Independent,  I don't need no help. I got this, I don't need your charity. What's your motive? You wanna throw it in my face? Naw, i'm good. I got enough on my plate. Been doing it on my on for this long, i'm use to it now. You wanna change up scenario now that you've come around. Saying you got me and let you get the door. Allowing me to walk in first then you pull out my chair. Aw, so I guess you Mr. Romantic but whats the catch? Hope your not expecting to get none after we leave from this. Bringing in the groceries, hands full of bags. Now you offering two helping hands to lend. I'm bad though, I can do it all by myself. So you say I know, but you don't have to, forcing me to let go of them. Strange odor in the atmosphere, time to take out the trash. I go to remove it but you've beat me to it, saying let you do it.  Ok, I guess.  Cooked a nice meal now to the clean up task. You take the dish rag, saying ill wash them how bout...